CRYING! :(

i find myself doing aLOT of crying nowadays.. and it hasn't been that long..

JUST

MY

FUCKIN'

LUCK!

So i'm up.. because i'm gassy and i have heartburn looking for baby blogs that may assist me or if i could find someone online that i could talk to that could give me pointers about my situation....

and there are some NIIICE baby blogs out there. but in every blog.. the ppl are either married, college grads, married college grads, stay at home moms, or just plain FAB all over...

i'm like.. wtf.. where are the women that every says that are out there that re dealing with the same situations i am who are making it through...?

smh...

i need help, me feel so lonely and moody